Advent Time!!

Yestarday was officially declared the beginning of Advent by Catholic Church all over the world... some people said Advent is a waiting seasons for 'coming', time of hope, time of preparations, etc... what ever it is Advent is a time- preparing to celebrate the birth of the Saviour, Jesus Christ...

The traditional colour of advent is Purple which ...by catholic ... means symbolizes of the penitential spirit... The purple of Advent is also the color of suffering used during Lent and Holy Week.. . This does not mean that Advent is the most important time of the year. Easter has always had this honor....

As the advent is 'preparation' ... we are admonished
(i) to prepare ourselves worthily to celebrate the anniversary of the Lord's coming into the world as the incarnate God of love,
(ii) thus to make our souls fitting abodes for the Redeemer coming in Holy Communion and through grace, and
(iii) thereby to make ourselves ready for His final coming as judge, at death and at the end of the world

All above are for our faith....for me ... of course advent is my preparation for my own style christmas..ha ha ha...I mean..for my family of course...me started built a christmas tree (kecik sj) yesterday...decorated the door with welcoming X'mas etc... and as usual bought new clothes for children ... this year is another 'bonus' for me coz celebrate with 2 dearest kids...wondering how it would be...and REALLY hope to celebrate with my long lost friends, Carol, Mel, Karen (as I met them -bukan face to face- this year)...

Pening!!!

Yup!! really2 pening ... mostly I'm the victim between my board director and my manager... you know why??.. this is the story was

Last week, there's a monthly board director meeting... all of us attended the meeting...most of the agenda are directed penjualan minyak diesel bersubsidi to nelayans.. we are the society (under LKIM) of nelayans as our member and most of the members are pure nelayans and got their subsidy card too...and becoz of this my chairman very enthusiastic to make our society involved in this penjualan minyak...

But as we (the staffs) are in goverment sector we are subjected to gov/ LKIM policies and of course this society also subjected to LKIM act (Akta Persatuan Nelayan,1971)... FIY the chairman got the power to do this, this and what so ever but without permission/ authority from my manager (which advised from our Ketua Pengarah LKIM) the 'this, this job' will not going anywhere... One of the main condition if to sell minyak bersubsidi to nelayans given by LKIM was the society must have their own jetty .... It is because the jetty will placed so many things such as skid tanks, office, the pump, etc... So from this on my chairman so busiet (ok ka ni) to find a suitable place ... met so many people asking if they have a jetty to let or to rent for...and yess he did it...he found a jetty (Cina's owner) .. this jetty was for rent only ..and the rental is RM0.01 sen from our penjualan minyak..means there's a join venture (JV) which forbidden by LKIM....pandai kan this owner... These 2 parties (my chairman and the owner of jetty) made their own agreements..but because the chairman using the persatuan punya license trading...the manager also have to sign the agreement...he he ... the chairman insist me to ask the manager to sign it..see bodoh kan these people, they don't want to see face to face but using me as orang tengah....of course la my bos don't want to sign it because of JV...he planned to have our own jetty but the chairman mau cepat saja... so they have argue..even my chairman asked my Pengarah to kick-out my manager from society... but mind you we've paid by LKIM and not society... unless we have kes2 berat baru boleh kick out... apalah pengerusi ni...and untill now.. still got argument between them...anything documents needs their signature...HOLD!!!

fuh!! so hard to understand them..1 party wanna doing this business for benefits of our society (kunun) but not in a right manner... another party wanna do it but too slowly... aiya.... despite if both parties got the jetty they have another problem to be solved... they have to find the fuel supplier (previously for sabah the supplier was KO NELAYAN and next Pengasah)...then the $$$$$ to buy fuel from supplier, transportation, workers etc... also the PDA license from KPDN (lagi susah mau urus), skid tanks ..odoi...me so lucky for not involved ..let the pihak atasan do it... hmmm....miss my children right now... its more useful if i'm with them like last week when i took my annual leave (2 days + weekend).... during that time my Ivan fully BF with me untill when my mom took over taking care of them Ivan refused susu formula... my mom so worry of it...ok kids!!! mummy will be home earlier today daripada layan orang2 begini!!!...yahooo!!!!!!!!!!

Really?!!

How about this one.. I also don't know if this are useful, adviseable or what so ever... read yourself and you will know it..he he he ...

I just can't imagine if this happen to me!!

~taken from Harian Metro today~

BAYI MAUT TERSEDAK SUSU

PUTRAJAYA: “Hati ibu mana yang tidak luluh apabila melihat jasad anaknya terbaring kaku sedangkan pada sebelah pagi dia kelihatan gembira ketika bermain dengan bapanya,” luah Adelina Christine Awent Jon Abdullah, 28, ibu kepada seorang bayi empat bulan yang maut dipercayai tersedak susu di nurseri.Malah, kata Adelina, dia masih ingat arwah seolah-olah melambai tangan ke arahnya ketika meninggalkannya di nurseri sebelum ke tempat kerja. Mangsa, Abrahaem Noah mendapat rawatan kecemasan di Hospital Putrajaya di sini, kira-kira jam 1.30 tengah hari, Jumaat lalu.Bagaimanapun, pihak hospital memaklumkan bayi malang itu sudah meninggal dunia sebelum dibawa ke situ.

Dia dan suami, Mohamad Najib Rosli, 29 dimaklumkan mengenai keadaan anak mereka oleh seorang penjaga nurseri di Istana Kehakiman di sini, kira-kira jam 2.30 petang, sebelum bergegas ke hospital. Malangnya, Abrahaem sudah tidak bernyawa.Menurut Adelina, kejadian itu meninggalkan kesan mendalam pada dirinya, apatah lagi Abrahaem berada dalam keadaan sihat ketika dihantar ke nurseri.Malah, anaknya itu tidak mempunyai masalah kesihatan sejak lahir.“Saya amat terperanjat dengan kejadian ini. Kami sudah kering air mata...kalau bayi kami sakit tak apa, tetapi dia berada dalam keadaan sihat ketika dihantar ke nurseri. Itu yang menyebabkan kami terkilan. “Lebih menyedihkan, kami tidak dimaklum awal mengenai kejadian itu, sebaliknya mengetahui selepas satu jam berlaku. Walaupun pihak nurseri meminta maaf tetapi kami perlukan penjelasan mengapa kami lewat dimaklumkan,” katanya ketika ditemui Harian Metro di sini, semalam.Ketika ditemui, Adelina Christine yang juga seorang pegawai di Kementerian Kewangan kelihatan sugul.Dia ditemani Mohamad Najib dan ibunya, Rani Ibot, 50.Beliau berkata, berkata Abrahaem didaftar ke nurseri itu sejak dua bulan lalu selepas mendapati ia terletak tidak jauh dari pejabatnya dengan bayaran RM250 sebulan manakala pekerja adalah warga tempatan.“Terdapat antara lima hingga enam bayi berusia bawah setahun dan lebih 10 yang berusia lebih 10 tahun serta beberapa kanak-kanak lain di nurseri terbabit,” katanya.

Berikutan kejadian itu, pasangan terbabit membuat laporan di Ibu Pejabat Polis Daerah (IPD) Putrajaya, pada hari sama akibat tidak berpuas hati dengan jawapan pihak nurseri.Ini untuk memastikan kejadian terbabit disiasat bagi mengenal pasti punca kejadian.“Kami terima takdir Ilahi, tetapi tidak mahu ada lagi bayi tidak berdosa menjadi mangsa akibat kelalaian. Kami tidak mahu apa yang kami tanggung ketika ini menimpa ibu bapa lain,” katanya.Adelina berkata, kini hanya rakaman gambar dan video Abrahaem di telefon bimbit milik mereka berdua menjadi kenangan untuk melepaskan rindu kepada anak tunggal kesayangan pasangan yang berasal dari Sarawak itu.“Saya sering merakam gambar dan video Abrahaem setiap hari. Saya tidak menyangka ia akan menjadi kenangan selepas arwah meninggalkan kami buat selamanya,” katanya.Dia dan suami turut meluangkan masa setiap hari menziarahi kubur arwah yang dikebumikan di Tanah Perkuburan Islam Presint 20 di sini, Sabtu lalu

See people...just imagine this will happen to us...OH NO MAN!!!!!!!!!!...you sent them to nursery in a health condition but then while you're working he's dead...HOW COME!!...yea I knew ..sending to nursery means you have to take a risks...there's no just your child to take care of but so many... but yet why the nursery so careless left the 4 months feeding alone...don't they know that this month of child still need supervision while feeding?.. I'm so sucks reading this...yang bikin panas lagi the nursery didn't call the parents too early...lambat2 lagi... I'm really sure that this poor parents didn't care to pay $$$$ berapa pun as they're worked..in meantime hopefully the child kena jaga betul2...and this case the baby was their first child...alalala how can the mother accepted this deprivation...pregnant for almost 9 months and worked hard for childbirth but at the end she just with him for 4 months ( see so chubby lagi the boy) ...how's her susu badan huh??..(if breastfeeding la)...ODOI DOGO...

But still wondering whether the nursery assistants are the skilled one? Got darah tinggi ka? Friendly? is the nursery berdaftar punya ka or etc... these things must be concerned before choosing nursery but me pretty sure that all parents are knew about this...but how matter it is..this is FATE!!! No one knows how our fate will be..Only God's

knew..

OH MAN i really hope this will not happen to me *touch wood2*....Oh God I prayed for you for your guidance and assistance...bless my children and let them grown within your hands...and to the late of ABRAHAEM NOAH..may your soul rest in peace..Amen...

It's Monday!!

Starting day of the week huh!!! Fuh...what a lousy day for me..I got my influenza started last night... noticed that been infected from hubby which just came back from Sandakan... My 2 yrs Diona also got her flu and fever .. sent her to clinic yesterday...hopefully Ivan will not infected by us..ha ha...be strong my boy!!!... Being laziest to start work today...I just took medicine and thats dirive me so SLEEPY!!!!!!! arg.... Bos !!!! I want MC !!! (but my bos just not in...) ha ha...

Why must we got TAntRum!

~Yeah!!! Finally it's a break time (1.00 pm) ...hu hu hu ~

I'm waiting this time to blog bla bla bla... being busy since this morning... so me do some release tension through blogging...bagus kan..

Start....

In Jacob's 4, written that the author try to destroy the main root of human seriously problem:- our influence pretension which more mastered our mind... this desire (which human made) must be fullfilled and when it never it will become unsatisfy feeling, being angry, etc... Despite we can get under 100% we still feel unsatisfy... mau-mau 100% punya...

The desire here is not for having assets or whateva but desire which bring anger at the end... ya of course when you deserve an asset you have to work hard ma .... but how when you endavoured so hard, sacrificed your time, money etc and still yet can't achieved... eg to tackle a partner... You did anything what they want but still refuse of you...

Why don't we plus our efforts with praying to God to fulfilled our wish?...so simple and light... Just let God do it in His hands, in His time, through His ways; Give our wish into His guardianship... but remember to pray like what Jesus did (prayed).... Nevertheless, not my will, but yours, be done ( Luke 22:42 )

Don't ever think that your human power, your intelligent(s) or your appetite can make the right decision for you because in Jacob 4:1 ........You do not have, because you do not ask God...

And before our anger at the top... give some space from our heart listening God's word, talk to Him trough prayer and let all the troubles handled by Him...I bet you by doing this there are biggest mercy we got from Him....

Ok... finished...its almost 1.20 pm...out for lunch!! bye...

Workloads!!!

Oh man!

My life sucks! I hate my new M#*7@#??! (to the extreme)... I don't know for how long I can stand with him (he's such a blurrrr person!).. Everytime he call me mesti suruh buat paper work!... Excuse me my 'bos' , thats not even on my job description ooo (buli2 dia suruh sa buat paper work on last-last minute lagi)... my job is consdiering to financial!!! Ingat sa robot ka?! He only join the PNK less than 3 months... yet most of us complaining about him.. .. even on weekends pun he calls me just asking about payment which he can do that on Monday.. eee..so geram with him..But I noticed him he is just good boy punya (single maa)..very particular...suka belanja on us...But nowadays he never in to office..I noticed him since his first gaji...kalau ada kerja just ask us by phone..nah you see... mengalahkan Pengarah lagi..minta puji kann!!!!!!!!!

Since 2009 is closely I have to close my yearly account to be audited early next year...yet my account is not update (matai!!) due to my maternity leaves...hanged for almost 3 months..as I'm so busiest (can use ka this one?*wink*)..I just want to more convergent on my job..TANPA GANGGUAN!!...Sorry bos, buat sendiri kio!!!!! ... I don't want to do last minute job... At the end I want some relaxing vacation...kah kah kah... Yeah maybe some Labuan trip or Poring trip ka...Spend more time with my family... I wish I can finish it before Christmas...

And to all bosses (yang makan gaji punya) .. Let us yang bawahan ini do our work ikut fail meja coz SKT pun depends on it kan...except reasonable punya job... jangan melampaui batas sajala...

Untill then see ya later..

All souls day

All Souls' Day directly follows All Saints' Day and is an opportunity for Roman Catholics to commemorate the faithful departed. They remember and pray for the souls of people who are in Purgatory - the place (or state) in which those who have died atone for their less grave sins before being granted the vision of God in Heaven.

Reasoning behind this stems from the notion that when a soul leaves the body, it is not entirely cleansed from venial (minor) sins. However, through the power of prayer and self-denial, the faithful left on earth may be able to help these souls gain the Beatific Vision they seek, bringing the soul eternal sublime happiness.

This happen annually, every 1st of November... every families of the dead will clean, make it clear, put some candles, flowers, family gahtering etc...other rituals include the offering of Requiem Mass for the dead, visiting family graves and reflecting on lost loved ones. .. I also involved for this.. My father was dead since I was 9 years old left my mum and 3 other brothers.. What I usually did for this all soul day was:

(i) Repaint my father grave

(ii) Put the fragrance candles

(iii) Put some fresh flower

I am doing this since my childhood together with my siblings... I made some changing for some of my special day such as my graduation, my engagement & wedding... This is the way I am thankful my dad and my rememberance for him..*in tears*...

This year my chapel celebrate the souls day on 2nd November last week.. a mini mass held at kawasan perkuburan...and here there's another story..My grandma from father's side (father's mom) also passed away and buried at the same area with my dad..but too sad that I am the only one her relatives came to 'visit' her this year...I still remember ba her grave (ingat-ingat lupa la) but when to 'give' her some flowers...aik mana tu kuburan?..OMG!!! diorang lupa kasi bersih!!!! .. only that time I'm asking my husband his help to clean the grave...kesian my nenek...we stucked a while for a mini mass untill the grave was clear...

But the best thing happened on soul day this year, my daughter Diona ikut serta... she's so polite than before..not nakal-nakal...after finished the mass and it's time to go home I asked her to say good bye to atuk..

Me : Ok Diona say good bye gia to atuk..ini mummy punya daddy ni

Diona : Daddy? Where?

Me : Tu .. (show the picture)

Diona : eee.. like Ivan (her brother) ooo...

Me : ooo..really?

* kids... ada-ada saja...

To The Late Of My Father

MR YALONG GINAL @ JUSTIN

~May Your Soul Rest In Peace Forever..Amen~

~ We celebrate today the solemnity of All Saints. This invites us to turn our gaze to the immense multitude of those who have already reached the blessed land, and points us on the path that will lead us to that destination.~

Pope John Paul II,