Dusun song #1

enjoy the songs ya...

what a beautiful old days..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uLjIVILWZg

welcome me you guys... its been a long time i never update my blog (malas ba).. my work is too much to be done..with my new staff yg mau kena kasi show what to do, my UBS, etc.. penat juga la..this song brought me to my memories once in tenom... i was in there for my form 1 to from 3 secondary school. i adore(d) one my senior (i was form 1 and the boy was form 3)-kedapatan cinta monyet kah kah- he's from keningau, tall but a little bit dark in skin,*handsome* (wink) this song remind me not only the man but also my fiends of the school.. I DO REALLY MISS THEM.

*if you guys still recognise me, do contact me ya*

I AM FALLING IN LOVE - Tommy Page

I've searching all my life for someone like you

And I don't believe in love that first sight

But I knew these feelings are true

And when we're together I want it forever

It's you I adore

It goes without saying you're what I'm praying for

I'm falling in love

My dreams are coming true

I'm falling in love

I'm falling, falling for you

The empty space inside's been gone

Ever since we met

I don't see the shadow when your light is on

With you my life is set

And when I'm by your side

I'm sathering inside

My heart begins to found

I'm feeling and feeling never felt before

With you there's something I've found

I'm falling....

And I can see in your eyes

You're falling for me too

I want to be with you till the end of time

Coz I'm falling for you

Con't on Ivan 3 mths clinic

Last thursday i brought ivan to his 3 mths clinic.. went with diona and my cousin. my hubby is not with us. he's out somewhere in telupid (outstation)..kesian juga took ivan to clinic alone..apa boleh buat la..

surprise for me!! Ivan gain 6.4 kg weight..alamak berat juga dia ni padahal i saw macam tidak membesar (kah kah..) but my neighbour said biasa bah tu..sbb ko selalu nampak kan...ooo thats why mangkali... his tall was 55 cm..panjang ka tu?

also..ivan got his second jarum that day..dos kedua..yang demam punya lagi..first when he going to kena jarum... ivan started to cry mau minta nenen... saya pun bagilah..the nurse said ya berabis la ko nenen nanti ko kena cucuk ni..outside i heard diona scream my name...MAMI!!!...odoi punya kuat lagi tu.. the practical nurse then took diona to the room... so messy la inside the room..mcm sardin..

bila ivan kena jarum dia menangis kuat ooo... poor him. heard his brother cries c diona also cry...MAMI NAPA IVAN CRY!!!! (sambil menangis)...adeh sudah satu menangis yang satu lagi menangis...

on that evening ivan start to demam.. i gave him ubat panas..but not working. he cries all the time..saya pun terikut menangis oo.. iya lo my huby and my mum is not around, melayan lagi kerenah si diona, ivan lagi menangis...ARRGGH!! tension juga la... but selepas ivan dilap2 barula he's ok sikit...he sleep after that..thanks god ..finally i can managed the house after the kids sleep..but i miss my hubby..ARG!!!

Ivan turns 3 months

barry ivan ferdinand (fuyooh!!! nama......) turned 3 months today. oh gosh!!! how fast the times flies... macam baru semalam dia keluar from my stomach... i just don't realize how bigger he was now ... last we took his weight was when his 2months monthly clinic.. he's 5.5 kg..and now maybe he's almost 6 or over kg.. he wil be going his 3 months clinic this 21st ogos and another jarum lagi for him...yang boleh demam lagi tu... lagi his daddy not with us this week ..outstation to kota marudu...hmmm sedih la... i'm affraid if he panas after the jarum...hopefully tidak la panas ni kali.

now Ivan can do:

~ angkat kepala but still like angguk2

~prefer kena dukung than lying on the bed

~make some noise...oohh,mmm,

~hisap his finger..etc

Ivan still breastfeeding with me but not fully la ... mix... bekalan tidak mencukupi...kah kah

you're not alone

you're not alone if you are open to the existence of god but aren't sure you can accept Jesus' claim to be "God in the flesh". The teacher from Nazaeth promised to help those who want to know and please God. He said, "if anyone chooses to do God's will, he will find out whether My teaching comes from God or whether I speak on My own" (John 7:17 niv)

If you do see the evidence for the God who revealed Himself to us through His Son, then keep in mind that the Bible says Christ died to pay the price for our sins, and that all who believe in Him will receive the gifts of forgiveness and everlasting life. The salvation Christ offers is not a reward for effort but a gift to all who in light of the evidence put their trust ib Him (John 5:4; Romans 4:5; Ephesians 2:8-10)